mistakes,mistakes,mistakes. everyone makes them

Many people believe that money, fame, beauty, love, will make them happy. Me I have all of that…> yabang> but still my heart is searching for a genuine happiness.May be im not contented with what I have,I always glamour for more.>that’s me,I admit sometimes I didn’t value things. Im so reckless with other peoples heart!!!
One of the sister in retreat told me “ your lucky you dress well, you have beauty, love, fame in your life”. So why you’re here? why is it your driven to do something stupid.? Yes I admit sometimes I have been driven to do something stupid, like snubbed people who had been nice to me & etc. she said that if im searching for a genuine happiness, “ true happiness can be found only if we take steps to fill our greatest need- our hunger for spiritual truth about god and his purpose for us. That truth will found in the bible. Knowing that truth can help us to discern what is really important and what is not. Allowing bible truth to guide you our decisions and actions leads to a more meaningful in life.-(Luke 11:28. )
“happiness are those conscious of their spiritual need.”( Matthew 5:3)

now i know in my heart that i made the right choice, i just wish with all my heart that it was a choice i never had to make, i loved, i lost. and i suffer. i know better now.